Friday July 17, 2009: Leah had her leavers party at nursery today, even though she’ll be there through the summer it is officially the end of term and some of her friends finish now.
I just can’t believe my baby is so grown up. She came home with a big folder full of pictures and paintings (great!) and also her little reports and comments from staff. She is such a bright little girl and clearly very well thought of. I feel so proud.
Megan’s not well, high temperature, no appetite and just generally off-colour and grumpy.
I’m not panicking but you can’t help but have the odd thought of swine flu.
I get really cross when the whole country throws itself into dire panic over something like this but on the other hand I do need to be extra careful.
Although I’m not having chemo anymore my immune system still isn’t what it was.
Maybe I’ll give NHS Direct a ring in the morning if she’s no better.
Thinking about dying is so weird.
I have said recently that I feel it would be better for me to have a short illness and for it to be over quickly – however the thought of contracting swine flu terrified me because I’m not ready to go yet.
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